finally i'm here in manila.. i waited this hour thinking that i could catch my brothers abroad through ym.. but then, i just realized it is just 6:30 am there and probably still in deep sleep..

anyway, first thing i did when i arrived the dorm was to start packing my things.. at least put them into order, sorting things which need to bring to my new place and things that i have to bring home.. but while doing my thing, i just felt sad, and suddenly told myself.. "keg, bakit pa kasi kelangan mo umalis.."... i have been thinking, i found my comfort in that place, i enjoyed the company of the people i was with for the past 10 months.. but then, exactly 17 days from now, my contract will lapse.. if only i could change things.. i do not regret though of the new place that i found and the new people i am goin to live with.. but then, it would be hard to detach my self from the memories of the past.. through thick and thin.. people who at least knew me.. everything about those people.. but then, life has to go on.. only bringing with me in my new place are good memories of my family in Lacson St. hay.. drama mode it is..

tomorrow's gonna be a new day.. i have to be in ust.. get my grades in some subjects.. and baby sit my inaanak, andy... then have a business mtg with my hopefully-employer....

for those who missed their first concert...

They're back again guys...

on May 26, 2008Araneta Coliseum, 8pm

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have you been in to soo mych confusion where in you don't know how to move on? and everything's piled up and dunow what to do? this is the best status i can describe my self as of the moment..

i have so many confusions lately.. good thing, or a bad thing, nory, one of my pretty bmi sisses, shares the same sentiments.. we have been exchanging thoughts of confusions lately... cguro on the lovelife aspect, where both confused.. but my part is quite a little complicated.. i have been avoiding thoughts which i am pretty sure would really prevent me from taking the next step.. basta i'm giving my self this summer to figure out things happening lately..

all i need to do is to keep myself busy for summer.. but since vacation started, i felt like a bum, so bored as days pass by.. though i get the benefit of long sleep, but then, it's not enough to keep me busy..i felt like hopeless, since i don't have the financial means.. oh well, my parents told me they'll be sending my needs this early april... but i want to do something out of my self..

there's a current job offer.. korean teaching.. thanks to erik, (ei there, you may probably be reading ur name right now. hahaha)... he gave me a wonderful offer.. wonderful pay.. and a good experience for me... but i am not sure if i could really commit.. when i said yes into something, i have to make sure i can really do it...i hate it when i'm in the middle of everything that i have to leave the work hanging brought about by the circumstances of my schedule. it's gonna be in BF homes paranaque, quite far from my "world" in espana, or even in batangas.. there's a good counterpart offer though, that i have a place to stay in the subdivision, courtesy of my future employer..

what now? i have to make my decision asap... a big part of me wants to say yes.. only if i could commit until the end that gives me that 15% of rejecting..

hay.. pls help... help me figure out the confusions.. solve them little by little.. one at a time..........

this isn't really a great day for me..

defense namin supposedly for clin epi... all the while we thought that our time was 1pm pa.. but then the real time was 9-10am.. the group sched for 1pm is I1a/I1b.. and our group is Ia/Ib.. oh well, it's our fault..

but the sad thing is, the other half of the group was able to defend on time.. why did they not even texted us and looked for us? huhuhu..

here i am now at LRU alone.. at the corner of the room.. trying to calm my self.. and still praying that we will still be allowed to defend..

i had a great week.. i hope this clin epi thing won't give a bad mark for all the good things that happened in my week...

this is very stupid for our part... huhuhu.. i pray they'll still give us chance.. huhuhuhu

amidst the

TOXICITIES...

EVEN FOR NO PARTICULAR REASON... ^_^