i rarely appreciate a song through its lyrics.. but then when i first heard the song (thanks to mika!), it captured my hearing and alas! loved the song..

Brad Paisley
Little Moments Like That

Well I'll never forget the first time that I heard
That pretty mouth say that dirty word
And I can't even remember now, what she backed my truck into
But she covered her mouth and her face got red and she just looked so darn cute
That I couldn't even act like I was mad-
Yeah I live for little moments like that

That's like just last year on my birthday
She lost all track of time and burnt the cake
And every smoke detector in the house was going off
She was just about the cry
Until I took her in my arms
And I tried not to let her see, me laugh-
Yeah I live for little moments like that

I know she's not perfect, but she tries so hard for me
And I thank God that she isn't
Cause how boring would that be?
It's the little imperfections, it's the sudden change in plans
When she misreads the directions and we're lost
But holding hands-
Yeah I live for little moments like that

When she's laying on my shoulder, on the sofa, in the dark
And about the time she falls asleep, so does my right arm
And I want so bad to move it, cause it's tingling and it's numb
But she looks so much like an angel,
That I don't wanna wake her up-
Yeah I live for little moments-
When she steals my heart again and doesn't even know it-
Yeah I live for little moments like that

it's a good thing that i got to chat to my brother.. i was kinda able to open up the toxicities i have right now.. perhaps the thing that bothers me most was a very significant topic of our conversation..

apparently, i have fears of passing clinical pathology.. i was like a year ago in my anatomy class wherein i have to struggle for my grade in order to pass 1st year... the big difference is, clin path is a semestral subject.. and that only this second shifting would be the last chance to struggle.. as if there should be no room for mistakes.. i really need to do good.. but what shall i do???

then i realized.. as what my brother told me.. not to pressure my self too much.. just study well.. easy to say may be.. i am even aware that the more i worry, the more chances of failing.. coz instead of concentrating on what i should be learning to pass, my concentration is deviated to the worries i have...

yeah.. next week is the week of struggles, not only for clin path, but for the rest of the subjects.. but well.. i'll make sure to make use of my time this week, wise enough, and prioritize things i need to prioritize.. hay.. life..

GOODLUCK to us all!!!!
--> still relaxed despite the toxicities and be able to achieve my goals...