Section D got a multiply account!!!!!! if you want to see the pictures of these cool med students, check out the site:

http://ustfms2011d.multiply.com

you may also want to visit mine and feel free to give a comment or any message for me... ^_^ you may also add me up!!! ^_^

http://bitchycriszie.multiply.com

it's a very gloomy sunday night... rain's non stop... rain really gives me a feeling of loneliness... just happened now that i did not give much attention to this lonely feeling... i've been so busy preparing for my lab con tom.. whaaah!!!!!

+++ i just pray i'll do good and be able to share the necessary info to my classmates and the doctors who are there at the plenary.. and that i may be able to answer their questions... more importantly, i pray that i may be diligent and confident when i'm in front..

so help me God...

its holiday today! yeah, you heard it right.. it's medicine week therefore, they declared just this morning during homily that they will set us off for the day..

i'm here right now at LRU, left alone by janelle, as she take an overseas phone call from her past-present-future!!! haha! (chismisin ba si janelle?!!).. it's quarter to 11, and i'm still waiting until 12:30 to start the practice for the med night this friday.. we are performing!! yes, i'm joining, dancing this friday, which i really do not do at all!!! even i myself, got surprised with what i am doing!!!! we've been practicing the whole week, not realizing that i should have started preparing for another hell week next week... whaaaaah!!!!!

my merely thinking that saturday is coming, i just want to cry!!!! i've been so lax for the past few days.. and now, i'm not even doing anything to prepare for the hells.... so here's what i should expect for the next week.. and judge yourself if you think i'll survive!!!!

*** JUDGEMENT DAY!!!! - lab con for physio regarding ECG!!!! whaaaah!!! i admit up to this day i haven't known my topic by the heart.. huhuu.... ;-(

*** quizzes in physio: hemodynamics, CV regulation, and special circulation... 3 major topics covered for a quiz this monday.. plus a pre-lab con and post-lab con quiz.. omg!!!!

*** review for practicals and mini practicals as well on tuesday for anatomy... can't wait til thurday...

*** my favorite subject (how i wish)... BIOCHEMISTRY... got a quia again.. actually, it's the final quiz for the shift.... the coverage are metab of eicosanoids, metab of nitric oxide, and integration of metab... to tell you, i should treat this seriously coz i haven't passed a single quiz in biochem yet.. huhuhuhu;-(

*** thursday!!!!! whaaaah!!!! there's pracs in neuroanatomy in the morning, then the 2nd pracs for anatomy re GIT followed by the 2nd long exam in the afternoon. weeeeeh... i hope i can pass them all....

*** friday... i'm dead... j/ke!!!! clin epid? i dunnow yet the sked... but i hope it's free!!!! coz the week after is the start of shifting exam...

all i need is proper time management which i should be practicing as early as now!!!!! and more than anything else, is to FOCUS.. i admit i lack focus everytime i study.. i may look like i'm serious while studying, but i know that deep inside my mind's not focused, and i've been thinking about of things lately.. what could have those things be??? hmmm.. secret!!!! in time may be i could share the thoughts that are running in my mind... but not now.. *toink!* ^_o

ps:

oh well before i forget...

HAPPY BDAY VON!!!!!! ^_^

and i super duper miss my family a lot... i really want to see them... and spend time with them... huhu:-(

this week is a hec of a week... the hellest among the hells... everything's so saturated... long exams, quizzes, lab cons, sgds, and most especially, 3 practicals of 3 different subjects..giving you a clearer picture of our hell, tuesday this week, practicals in anatomy followed by long exam... whaaaha!!!!
for sure this week will be another sleepless nights, lots of study groups with peeps, etc..

but before hell, i've tasted heaven.. last friday was a day full of bonding with different groups of people.. subsection D2 finally get to have an ultimate bonding... started at 8am for the discussion of the physio research protocol at Mina's place, til lunch time, and to end the day together, had a bonding at Yellow Cab SM San Lazaro c/o RMT Lourdes! Girl, congrats!!!! more on the congratulation is for your pioneer experience of riding the jeepney!!! after 21 or 22 years of your existence here on earth, you finally experienced what's like to be in a jeepney!!!! and i'm sure you'll never forget us... at yellow cab, everybody's laughing.. with tuksuhan on the possible love birds of the subsec.. whew.. im pretty excited about that.. and let's see as we move along with our med life together, i hope... ^_^

then later that night, i get to meet with my high school friends.. going to a place late at night which i'm not familiar with, and going beyond the venue, everything's worth the sacrifice i'll say!!!! i get to see my old folks, with old same reminiscing topics, way back high school.. what we were and those people we get to encounter.. as if nothing's changed.. and yeah, we stick together.. and we're all excited to the arrival of the next adorable angel by early january.. to dang and ely, congratulations in advance...

i still have lots of words to say.. but i'll reserve them when i get to have time again.. when would that be? i do not know..still have lots of things to do at home.. and whaaaaha!!!! wish me good luck!!!

hay.... what a day... just got my grade in neuroana... and what else is new? yesterday i got my biochem.. and the same expectation.. a failure... last night i was in a state of depression.. being all by my self inside my room.. i felt so weak.. i could not concentrate on what i'm reading.. i felt the need of catharsis.. so i decided to go unlimited and text my friends.. good thing there's my bmi sis ads and my former classmate tine.. who are both on their freshmen med year.. and who understand me more than anyone else.. but catharsis was not enough.. i suddenly craved for SNEAKERS chocolate (which happens to be my favorite chocolate in this whole wide world).. thinking that it could deduce my depression.. apparently, the store near the place i'm staying right now has none.. not even other alternative chocolate... M&Ms maybe... too bad.. so i decided to send my self to sleep.. and relax...

well... that's my story... i'm out for a while in my anatomy class... to do some reflection of whether should i leave or not the place where i stay right now.. i talked to cryzel, my housemate-to-be.. she assured me that there's no turning back.. that she will look for a place to stay... now, a big part of me wants to move out.. but it's really hard for me to leave my present housemates.. i'm soooo attached to them.. and it'll be hard to say goodbye.. o well.. more signs please.. if should i move out or not.... and yes.. i finally emailed tita vicky about this decision of mine.. maybe there's really no turning back.... :-(

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! i'm soooo excited!!! you know why??? coz it's the first day of the first month of the BERS... implication??? Santa Clause is coming to town...

i am the type of person who really gets excited, A LOT, on two major occasions of a lifetime.. first is my birthday... and of course, Christmas season.. as if i have long term celebration of the Season, at least the duration that the feeling of Christmas spirit remains within me.. i just feel extra special on these two special occasions.. the latter feeling starts as early as now.. knowing that it's already September, i could not help but to be particular with the existence of BER as its suffix..

can't you feel the chills? the breeze? come to take s short time to just feel the air around you, especially at night? it feels so breezy... so Christmas!!!! i do not know yet what to expect as of now... but at least i have reason to feel light despite the workload in med school...

hmmmmm... but there's one feeling i think i'm missing... and for quite a long time i haven't felt it.. the feeling of being inspired by someone.. i miss having someone to talk with, be it nonesense or intellectual topic, anything under the sun.. someone who do not expect anything from me and so am i to him.. just merely going with the flow, enjoying every moment.. someone who serves as my cathartic mechanism whenever i am depressed or sad or even when i am manic. hehe.. a simple text message from that person, or even a miscol, but then could already make me smile, and also i give to same effect to him.. whom i still find time to talk to despite my busy schedule but i do not feel pressured and cramming in the end... and still i get good grades.. but seriously, i miss this feeling.. where could you have been??? (^_?) i wish you'll come soon.... <3

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!