wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! i'm soooo excited!!! you know why??? coz it's the first day of the first month of the BERS... implication??? Santa Clause is coming to town...

i am the type of person who really gets excited, A LOT, on two major occasions of a lifetime.. first is my birthday... and of course, Christmas season.. as if i have long term celebration of the Season, at least the duration that the feeling of Christmas spirit remains within me.. i just feel extra special on these two special occasions.. the latter feeling starts as early as now.. knowing that it's already September, i could not help but to be particular with the existence of BER as its suffix..

can't you feel the chills? the breeze? come to take s short time to just feel the air around you, especially at night? it feels so breezy... so Christmas!!!! i do not know yet what to expect as of now... but at least i have reason to feel light despite the workload in med school...

hmmmmm... but there's one feeling i think i'm missing... and for quite a long time i haven't felt it.. the feeling of being inspired by someone.. i miss having someone to talk with, be it nonesense or intellectual topic, anything under the sun.. someone who do not expect anything from me and so am i to him.. just merely going with the flow, enjoying every moment.. someone who serves as my cathartic mechanism whenever i am depressed or sad or even when i am manic. hehe.. a simple text message from that person, or even a miscol, but then could already make me smile, and also i give to same effect to him.. whom i still find time to talk to despite my busy schedule but i do not feel pressured and cramming in the end... and still i get good grades.. but seriously, i miss this feeling.. where could you have been??? (^_?) i wish you'll come soon.... <3

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!