grabe.. i just realized how blessed i am with friends.. as in.. amidst these problematic days, with all the stuffs that make me feel sad and worried, there are even more times that i tend to forget these things when i am with friends.. or when i am just alone, just remembering the memories already make me smile.. i may not be as lucky with my lovelife, but with my friendslife, i am indeed more than blessed!!!!

as what i always remember during my yfc days.. that friends you meet and have in life are indeed blessings. and that they are meant for you. who would imagine that in this very big world, the friends you are surrounded with are these particylar people? well, God really has a purpose for this.. and we are called by God to call each other FRIENDS...

problems come and go... and i believe God won't give me any problems i cannot handle..
in moments like this, as if everything unfavorable seems to pile up... they all come together...

my parents have their health complains right now.. my dad has frequent dyspnea relieved by drinking a glass of water.. he had a threadmill test and his heart was ok naman daw.. but still, i told him to have an ecg... then my mom had inflammation on the lower border of her breast.. she had 4 x-ray shots.. then nid to have lab tests and undergo ct-scan... and what keeps me hurting is that i cannot do anything but to wait.. and do my thing here as a student..

and this student responsibilities that i am afraid i am not performing very well.. got a failing grade in patho for the third shift.. as in 69! it really makes me feel down.. and feel as if im such a dumb... not being able to cope up with the subjects... how can i do my patho while banking points for pharma? oh Lord..

family matters always come first.. and i admit that is my weakness... for the past 1 week, i had no one to talk to the totality of my problems.. yes, bit by bit i get to share the stuff to my friends, a part of the story.. but only today that i finally was able to spill the beans together with the tears to my classmate kaye.. thanks kaye.. though we only talked sa ym.. and at least, i was able to release a some of my tears..

now, i don't feel alone... i have my friends who i can rely on.. and most of all, i have God.. sabi nga nila, just keep the faith.. and i pray that i may be able to surpass these things.. be able to focus to my studies, and give my family good health at all times.. ..

be POSITIVE...