just in the next 24 hours or so... say goodbye to 2007... and welcome 2008... year of the RAT!!!

well, as what i have been doing for the past years of blogging, i've been posting year-end sort of stuff.. but now, im not quite sure if i can do it.. well, i'm not in the mood, given the ambiance... i'm just on the net shop.. it's hard kc to construct ideas eh... plus there's a non-stop chikka with my ym buddies... plus there's a time limit.... hehehe...

so far, i'm coping up with the idea of being alone and INDEPENDENT.. maybe when classes resume i'll be able to like the feeling.. all i know is that i miss my family so much... on the bright side, i appreciate A LOT the presence of my friends.. i often hear them say, "if i need someone to talk to, they're there"... i'm pretty sure that these people are my real friends.. they know how to cheer me up.. they know when i'm happy.. or whenever i need company...

my bday's near.. i still don't know what to do.. at first i thought i'll be sad on my bday brought about by the distance between me and my family... but know i feel like my family extended... different set of friends are planning things to do on my bday.. my bmi sisses, my adorables and mascian friends, my housemates, my ate sherry and her staff, and more... grabe.. it's hard to choose.. hehehe... all i can say is that i'm blessed.. i'm blessed with good people around me.. and i love them... ^_^

back to its old look.. its been quite a while since i last visited my blog.. anyweiz, i have decided to bring back to its original state.. trying to preserve the originality of what i used to have..

if you'll ask me how am i doing lately... well, so far i've been doing good.. i can say i have already adjusted to the system of the medicine.. my performance improved a lot.. my study habits and the way i handle stress of medicine are favoring me lately.. i'm really enjoying my world... and that i can say i continuously meeting nice people around.. who share the same interests as mine..

but one thing's been bothering me lately.. i've been under denial state but i realized i won't be able to escape the boundaries that limits me somehow unless i admit my self that it bothers me.. ok ok.. sounds complicated.. well here it is.. my family's migrating.. i know that, and i have been expecting that i'll be left alone here, so as to continue my medical degree... but what shocked me a lot is that it is so soon..too soon that it has to be on the 22nd of December this year!!!!! Christmas have to be spent alone.. well good thing my Ate Sheri's there... but celebrating Christmas together as a family gives me a very warm feeling for the cold season.. i'll be celebrating my bday as well.. alone.. i'm trying hard to ignore the feeling especially in front of my family coz i do not want to give them the impression of guilt that i'll be left behind.. i want to show them that i am an adult, who could take care of my self, and that they have nothing to worry about even if they are on the other side of the pacific..

think this is all for now.. coz i have to review for my histo pracs tom... ^_^