i'm done with my paper in BS156.. i made it the whole day.. for the whole day, i was just facing my computer... and now, thank God, it's done!=)

i'm done with my paper in BS156.. i made it the whole day.. for the whole day, i was just facing my computer... and now, thank God, it's done!=)

there's a rat... i've seen it walked going under the refrigerator in our kitchen.. and as what i have observed, it grows bigger and bigger.. the last time i saw it, that was last week, it was just a tiny rat that moves so fast... but now, it grew like few inches... i wonder, by next week, how big would that be? or should it survive the rat killers that might be served for his meal? hmmmm....

we'Re near Yet So Far!!!! wish you good luck for tomorrow... hay...... you're always in my prayers.. and i know, tomorrow is one of a do-or-die moments of your life... keep the will in your mind and heart.. God bless...

i just got a good news this afternoon... after our interview for our practicum at Rehab, which i hope went fine, i got a phone call from a girl named Lea of AstraZeneca... i am just glad that there was hope in our solicitation for medicines... it really was a blessing for me... i have been worrying lately about this matter.. but now, my worries disperesed and got hope in the possibilities that our project would be successful... i owe a lot, particularly this blessing, to Him up above! praise God!

7am

This morning when the Lord opened a window to Heaven, He saw me, and He
asked: "My child, what is your greatest wish for today?"
I responded:
"Lord please, take care of the person who is reading this message, their
family and their special friends. They deserve it and I love them very
much."

The love of God is like the ocean, you can see its beginning, but not
its end.
~
This message works on the day you receive it. Let us see if it is true.
ANGELS EXIST but some times, since they don't all have wings, we call
them
FRIENDS.

i am already in the middle of my application for practicum...well, getting in is really easy...however, the challenge is the survival once you're in.... as much as possible i would take the experience as a good oportunity and better preparation for my med proper... just enjoy everything you do, and no matter how toxic the work is, you will survive... CHILL!!!!

i've been so busy this past weeks and still has a lot more to look forward since the sem is about to end... i'm so stressed out, and to make things worse, things are not in favor for me... i have sooo dark skin and i just had a bad haircut... so bad not be able to manage my hair well....

I miss him already… for so long I haven’t seen him.. valentines day passed and still nothing happened.. I have been waiting for him for so long… more than a year already… why can’t I still let him go? Why? People keep on telling me that I am so stupid.. or that I should not be into him anymore.. I accepted it, that my love for him is one way… when could I find him? the one who could make me feel that I am special? Someone that I can show my real self? I have said this a lot of times already.. but well, I accepted the fact that I am a type of person who is hard to please,,, or that I am so manhid? A lot of times I already said that I am not into finding my love life… and I could honestly say that I am keeping my word.. I finally accepted that true love waits… but should I still keep on holding for him? he’s a man that I rarely talked with… super no moments with him? or the question that lies in me is that am I a boring type of person as well? That men feel bored on me? What’s the matter? I really do not know… I really really want to let go of my feelings for him… still that I learned that there are rumors that he’s into someone else who also happens to be his course mate and batch mate as well? But still, even if I learned this rumors on him (courtesy of my sister tami through his brod), I still cannot afford to let him go out of my mind.. this is stupid… I have always been praying that if he is not for me, could it be that God will instantly remove my feelings for him.. or I should learn something about him that will totally turn me off.. I would rather have the pain in an instant and by that I can accept easier that he is not the one for me…here I am again, being involved, or should I say, involving my self with someone who cannot involve his self to me… am I just manhid? Or am I too afraid to take the risk? Risk of getting involved with someone? If that is so, why should I get afraid? Am I commitment phobic? I do not know! How should I know? Eh I haven’t felt the feeling of being in love happily.. I am tired of such one way love… I told my self, right this very moment, no guy in particular that I could think of as my future GG….. that’s what the true love waits phrase is all about…. Hay….oh keg,..,, more that, I am very dark today… who would I expect be attracted to me in this skin color? This is so mababaw, but well, even though I tried hard to look good, it seems no one can appreciate me… I do not know… I do not feel anything… may be it’s not yet time… as of now, I will just wait for him… but I will not do anything on him anymore… I should be cherished!!!!