for quite a while i was confused... why do i see a certain person more than what he should be to me?.... i go beyond i should i see him... i pushed to the limits of treating him without intensions... for a certain time i felt guilty, good thing he did not know.... and i have no intensions of letting him know, or anyone else.. this person is so good to be treated with malice.. i prayed to God that may i not see him for a while, until i am clear with my intensions to him... and good thing, i was answered..

there were so many chances of seeing each other, as in too many! but at times i was there, he's not appearing.. nor during those times he could have been there, i have other things to do... sounds funny, but great! and not until few days ago, that once again, i saw him... i would admit, i missed him... but i could proudly say, i could see him now purely and without intensions... at least now, i am clear of my feelings, and i need not to feel guilty anymore...

i am just happy being what we are today... we could be friends.. and more, we can be brothers and sisters in Christ!