days have been tiring... but thank God, i only have one exam left before we finally go for our fieldwork... just late this afternoon, our group talked about our plans for our fieldwork...we've come up with the thought of going to Kalinga for 10 days.. and we are planning to leave the city on the 11th of February.. oh, on Valentines' day, we are off the mountains...good thing is that, it really doesn't matter that we'll be spending our hearts' day on the mountains...we're not expecting dates whatsoever so i guess that won't be a problem...

but still, its 10 days...10 days away from our families, 10 days away from civilization...10 days that we'll be on our own... those days would be crucial for us.. for our group (consisting of Ghel, Irene, Meme, Rosa and Yours Truly), it's a chance for us to know each other deeply... i am pretty sure that those will be the days that we can be more than natural... it's like we're on the Big Brother house...hehe=)

what we're all excited about is the adventure we are to face... for me, personally, it would be the farthest place i would be in my entire life... i never crossed over the boundaries of Calabarzon... oh well, in Central Luzon i have been there but thanks to the school fieldtrips for if not for that i cannot go farther of Luzon...

a good friend of mine sent me a friendster message that made me smile... a simple appreciation from the people you least expect makes me happy and somehow boost my confidence... i really had a low self esteem... i am a loud person as i consider myself... but deep down inside me i have dilemmas... an inspiring message wpn't do harm.. i really really super appreciated that person... i also hope the same for this friend that may he continously be happy with his life... ivan and ate joni, goodluck for both of you...

i have to work harder from this day on.. i am facing a very big responsibility in the next years to come...sad thing i have to give up some things... things that i never expected i would be giving up so soon... my experience working as a student assistant really helped me and trained me to be a responsible person and somehow improved my organizing skills... but i trust the person who will be replacing me that he could do better than what i did during the days i worked... and i see it as a good opportunity for him and training ground for the responsibilities he is to face...oh well, i will be out for a month only and try my best to be back on March.... but what i foresee is the possibilities of next school year... oh well, things come when you least expect it... and i prove it right...

btw, before i forget... i had attended the discovery camp of YFC...it was such a very wonderful and overwhelming experience... i had a good time discovering God's works on me as well to of us... i also had a time to know and bond with my brothers and sisters in Christ... with beautiful pictures, especially the sisters..hehe=) i learned a lot of things, how special i am in God's eyes... and the most powerful concept was the talk about love... i now understand and proud to say that "True Love Waits".... as i look back to my responsibilities and what i have learned in the discovery camp, i told my self that i do not have time for love life...as of the moment... and i would just wait for the right time... i admit i am praying for someone right now... but i am not anymore expecting the return from him... as what Kuya Scott mentioned, if i were to pray for someone and God says YES, it doesn't mean that person would be the one... all i know is that i am glad praying for him... haha=)

a lot of things happened..and i am just glad i had the chance to blog again..... i want to unwind... and feel pretty excited on our upcoming out of town trip!!!!yahooooo=_