6 months habit

at the start of the Holidays, there was a surprise
under the same aroma that stimulates our minds
perfect place to enhance our thinking
who would thought it would be a start of something great?

on a regular basis we get to hang out
and got to know you better
for four years we have known each other's existence
only now that i get to see quite a bit of you

my struggles were made easier
and learning has been quite fun
in times i felt tired
a small talk in between i already found relaxing

it must be a habit as what i would define
but a habit that kept me going
fighting over the battle on the jungle
giving me direction til i reach the end

and now that it have come to the end
i felt everything has changed
the old laughters and talks were gone
and i'm sure i am missing them all

as the 6 months of habit has passed
i am having nostalgic thoughts
recalling memories
doing my very best to maintain what we used to have

it's a sad reality though
that the experience of being with the habit
is not the same as it used to be
that even the advancement of communication is no use

at first the absence was quite hard to face
but then i get used to the feeling and realized
that the joy i used to feel for the past 6 months
was just a habit after all

who knows what will happen
after you half a quarter
if you will be back by my side
with that, i will wait....