it's freaking me out... prolonging my agony.. waiting for results.. i've been receiving news, however i don't have the chance to see them by myself.. i've been having weird feelings, paranoia, and at the same time, doing my best to keep my faith that i'll do good in my first year.. only thing that i am holding on to right now, giving me positive thoughts and allowing me to live a normal life despite the tensions of waiting is my faith in God...

oh Lord, please grant me what my heart desires..