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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
***** ThaNkYoU and gOodByE *****
i really wanna say i'm over you na.....as in no single feelings of "pagnanasa" or whatever you feel like calling it... kanina, when i saw you sa hallway, in which i am certain you did not see me, i was confused...last night, i was thinking, on how am i would forget my desires the moment i discovered the possibility that you are liking someone already....though it is not 100% sure yet, but i have this principle that i won't long for someone who is currently involve with someone else.... but in the first place, it is IMPOSSIBLE to fall for someone you hardly know, or to someone you talked with only once or twice.... maybe what i am feeling or felt for you is just an infatuation, or more, of an admiration.....i admit you inspired me a lot to pursue my goals and to work hard....with the attitude you have, i've seen success in you....
with all those signs before, i now figured out what do they mean...i now understand it that those signs happened for you to inspire me and work hard....that's it, no more no less....and despite that, i am still thankful for it......
i am so stupid, writing this.....in the first place, you would not know this and i DO NOT have any intention of letting you know this....i know it's not in your nature as well, of knowing other people's lives, or should we say, those who are not significant to you...and who am i? just a person who secretly admires you....maybe someday, we could be friends for real....i hope so...and i know there will be a time that you'll be with somebody else, and when that time comes, i would like to see you happy..
we have different worlds...and i believe that someday, we will be happy in our own worlds....thank you for inspiring me, though you are not really aware of it.....=) goodluck in your goals!!!!