kttpos lang ng exhibit namin sa psych171... and so far, successful naman... thank God!!! may mga dumating din namang mga ininvite namin... and i think all of us enoyed.... sa mga hirap at pagod namin lately.... with asarans, bangayans, sisihans... but we're able to pass it!!! this again proves that BehSci 2007 can be united as one in times like this... so far naman, our relationships with each other changed for the better.. in 2 years time that we have known each other, little by little we were able to know each other and accept each other's strengths and weaknesses... though our relationship's not perfect, but those imperfections made us thicker and stronger.... oh my, in a year from now, we would part ways and ready to face a new chapter of our lives....

here i am again... so coward... i'm not the type who puts everything into signs.... but last night, i asked for a sign if should i invite him or not in our exhibit... Len was my witness...on our way home after eating dinner at isawan, we talked about some stuff.. she said there is nothing wrong if you will let the person know how you really feel.. so what if he'll find out that i'm into him... as long as i am not doing anything wrong.... so the sign i asked, if tomorrow (that's today) i will be able to see him before the exhibit with the invitation with me, i will give it to him and invite him to drop by.... morning passed and i haven't seen him... but less than an hour before, while preparing for the exhibit, he passed by the room.... i realized it was him when he already passed... however, i felt that he's on his way when i saw his brod on my peripheral vision from afar... the worst thing i did, i did not took the chance.... palusot, that i was not holding the invitation exactly, but i know where i could get it... and another palusot, i was not able to call him kc nakalampas na sya... but as what i have said, i felt beforehand that he's coming... damn!!! the signs are right there in front of me, and i refused to take the advantage of its presence.. why?!!! why am i so coward?!!!! duwag!!! grrr!!!!!!.... until when should i hide from my shell?!!!! until when would i wait to be brave enough, if not for him but for the right one?!!! oh i always pray God will give me the courage, to show and make the person feel how i really feel for him, and not to be afraid of what he might say and what might other people say?!!!!!! until when?!!!!