i handle myself very well,from a single strand of my personality up to the hidden locket inside of me. laughter is always on me, a smile is always present on my face,,though it’s faking,,. everybody thought they understand me,, but none of them really do,, they said i was childish and irresponsible, my decisions are always out of control, that i am impulsive, but none of them sees the other side,well i can’t blame them,,coz im used to hiding things and letting them on critisizing me, " who cares"?? i will still smile and walk away, though it’s killing me inside,, only my own reflection can see,.
" I wish i can be someone, someone whom they wanted me to be, "
" i wish dissapointment is out of my league"
" i wish i was blind, so i can see nothing, not even pain,"
" i wish i was perfect, so i can see satisfaction on thier faces," and maybe i can have mine,,
" I’ve always been the opposite of what you see, strength is my weekness, i use pain to smile, i use mistakes to laugh, and i use movies to cry,"
" hear my heart, she’s been qiet for a long time, leaving the feelings, unspoken,, "
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